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Showing posts with label patimpalak. Show all posts
Showing posts with label patimpalak. Show all posts

Sunday, December 4

Pointless? Not Anymore!!


“Musta ka na?”

It was a text from Jay, one of my little brothers in blogspace. He usually starts a text convo with that sentence. And so the convo started.

He asked if I know where RCBC Plaza is, and if I know how to get there. It was easy breezy. I worked at Makati for a good four, almost five, years and my office, then, was located at Rufino Tower along Ayala Ave. So I gave him specific instructions on how to get there.

“Aun.madali lng pla. Cge tnx a lot. Gud luck sa pgpunta q dun. hahaha.”

For some reason, I sensed a little apprehension on the youngster’s reply. So, me, being the nosy the one, asked,

“anong meron sa rcbc? why are you going there, if I may ask?”

It was the Awards Night of the 2011 Philippine Blog Awards.


“Uo. Merun.punta ka! :-)”

I was a bit hesitant, thinking it’s an Awards Night. I’m pretty sure it is a “by invitation” kind of event. But the lil bro was persistent,


“i-a-rsvp kta.”

Honestly, I got a little excited. Being rather relatively new to blogspace, attending such an event would be an amazing experience.

            “kelan ba yan? and what time?”

“Tom. 6pm.”

Then, my excitement died. Like fire, extinguished. I have plans with C and we were supposed to go with Nox and Ronron (I guess I’m not gonna elaborate on this one, since Jay is the star in this post). So I have to turn down his invite. Honestly, I had a hard time turning down Jay’s invite, but I had to due to prior arrangements.

Then, of course, there goes the almost expected question of his,

“May sbux b dun sa rcbc?”

He loves coffee. He loves hanging out at Starbucks. 

So I told him of almost every Starbucks store I know of near the place.


“Bhay n q. :-)”

It was an assurance that whatever it is that happened to him on that day, he got home… Safe and sound.


***


The day after, C was feeling a little better already. I was a bit anxious, but I trust that Jay would make it to the venue based on the directions/ instructions I gave him.

It was past 6 PM, and I haven’t heard from him. In my head, I was like “Baka nag–start na yung event. I guess he made it there.”

After dropping off C near his place, I received a text from Jay. And that text made my day.


I couldn’t have been any prouder!




But, then, my heart sank a little bit. Regrets, I guess. I told him I could’ve been the stage kuya cheering him on and screaming and applauding him like crazy when his blog flashed on the screen. I could’ve dragged C to the Awards Night, when he felt better already.

Then I thought, “Kaya siguro persistent sya in inviting me… Had I known he was nominated, had I known he had a shot in winning this, sana pumunta ako.”


***


After waking up, and logging in to blogger, I saw his post on my Dashboard. After reading his post, I immediately commented and he replied:


 This is my way to congratulate him, and tell him that I’m so proud of him.


To Jay, my little brother here in blogspace,


CONGRATULATIONS!!!




Thursday, July 28

Sa 'yo Bulan: Isang Hiling at mga Luha


Nawindang ako kay DeeBee sa post nya... Bilang emo-emohan ang lolo, akala ko may pinagdadaanan na naman siya... Tapos ayun... Lumahok pala siya sa isang patimpalak. Ako naman si inggitero, naisipan ko ring sumali... Salamat iya_khin sa magandang ideya... Narito ang aking piyesa para sa iyong patimpalak...

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Ako’y nilamon ng mapanglaw na gabi,
Habang ikaw, O Bulan, ay nakamasid
Pagpaumanhinan mo, patawarin, sa labis na paghikbi
Sa likod ng mga bintanang binuksan sa pagkakapinid
Sa kadiliman ng gabi, ang iyong ngiti ay namasdan
Itinago man ng mga ulap, hinayaan mong kuminang
Sa Iyo, Diyosa ng Buwan, muling iiyak ang puso
At ibubuhos ang damdaming pilit kinikimkim, itinatago

Sa aking pag-iisa, ramdam sa twina’y kalungkutan
Nasaan na siya, ang aking irog? Hindi ba siya daratal?
Sino ba ang itinadhana? Sino’ng mamahalin magpakailanman?
Tila di na kayang hintayin pa ng pusong nalulungkot at napapagal.

Mga pagniniig na walang saysay, na hindi sa kaniyang piling
Ay nais ko nang matigil at lagyan ng hangganan
Pakinggan mo, O Bulan, at dinggin aking hiling
Hayaan mong ako’y suklubin na ng walang hanggang karimlan.

Hindi na nanaising mabuhay pa,
Ang pagsamo ko’y iyong gawing ganap
Aking sawing buhay, wakasan mo, O Bulan,
Ako’y palayain sa aking paghihirap…

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